Monday, April 26, 2010
Hi, I want to apologize for allowing such a long time to pass without writing. Things have been quite hectic around here as we are preparing for the big move! We recently went to the Cape looking for a home and now we are headed to Maryland for a week for Ryan's work. Only seven weeks left until we start on our next journey in life. With all that said, I have started a team with March of Dimes in honor of Cayden. It is something that I feel I need to do so that other families don't have to go through what we went through! I am in the process of having t-shirts made with his picture on them. Ryan and I can't wait until we can wear the t-shirts with our precious baby's picture on it. Ryan was saying tonight, "oh we'll have to buy the sweatshirts, hats, bags, we are buying it all." I am looking forward to the big event at Cape Cod Canal on June 27th. I love anything that has to do with keeping Cayden's memory alive! Now, the next hardest thing is going to be leaving my home where my baby came home to, where he lay in my arms and where he left us to be in a better place. It is going to kill me, but he's coming with us everywhere we go, so I have faith that I will be ok! I love you Cayden Ryan. You are the last thing I think of as I lay my head on pillow every night wishing you were in my arms!